Black & Gold
What you are attempting to do is admirable. While it is an uphill battle, you should not be discouraged by the negative vibes from Patrick et al.
Hang in there, give it a month or two, keep the suck-asses away, and maybe all will work out.
I guarantee you, however, if you look to The General Pete or Patrick McIrish for any assistance, you may as well save your efforts for something that has a chance for success.
VVV